farewell

im the perfect product of my experiences

i know there were lessons needed to be learned

and if i had released this months ago it would’ve destroyed me

it was divine timing and im okay with that

a series of unfortunate events and time i can’t get back

but the love i felt for you was real

it was stronger than any cosmo, any galaxy, any star, any Milky Way, any Greek God, any thought, any idea

and i guess that eventually ruined my perception of love for myself and what i deserved

but if i could do it all over again, love you from the beginning, experience something that was once so embedded in my soul and jumpstarted who I was deep down in my heart, i would do it over and over and over again, even if it would have destroyed me.