spirit of confliction

i let my spirit fight for my flesh and my flesh fought back for so long that felt like a nose bleed i used to get at 12 years old.

i let my self down for years battling something that wasn’t even mine.

not even realizing that the church goers say “God is their savior” are the equal and opposite reaction of those that don’t go in which they say “God is within me.”

almost as if you were becoming someone and returning to self at the same time.

only one thing is infinite between them right, love?